friday early morning

i dont know how many friday is it. how many friday i've waste my time with so many things come then run out on my head. this is early friday. i'm just laying my body on the bed while my brain working so hard. work for something that mean nothing. now. i'm enjoying the music, beat hard from the radio. it sounds like the singer is really fall in love with someone. and because of something, my brain suddenly pick me into a deep wondering in this early friday. i dont even know clearly what i've been wondered. I just remember that i'm waiting for somebody who i never guess before. and i never wondered before. deep wonder, hopping for somebody to bail me out from the boredom. while the boredom turn light into dark. turn white into black. then turn right to the left. finally turn my days into grey. i never guess boredom has a big strength to get my life into trouble. the trouble was visible but so hard to be seen. the trouble was untouchable but easily to touch. was abstract but too real to ignore. and then, my deep wonder continued. after a short pause while i'm realized that coldplay with yellow is on the air. and now i've been a little bit understood what i was wondered, when i try to sing a long with the radio 'look at the stars look how they shine for you and all the things you do. and there was all yellow' yeah. Finally i remind that i miss somebody to be loved and loving me. loving me for a little its okay now, for cure me from the boredom suffered. somebody who loving me, somebody who doesnt mind to call me 'sunshine' , sing the 'yellow' for me, say i love u everytime i wake, or just ask me 'how was your day, babe?' and that was the deep wondering result. now i realize what was the reason of the trouble. even i'm still sink in to the wonder for finding the solve key. yeah i'm still wondering.