its a piece

this is not a self heart share, this just a heart matters which inspired everybody to write, this is when everybody comes to their strike point of blues. i had write something on a piece of paper at biologic class this morning. a day before, my friend has inspired me to have this.


'this is when your summer ending. but remember every season has a turn. this is where a rainfall starts to make you wet, but still theres always a towel for you at home.'


'life is not a choice, when you have to ended up something you like, it maybe not what you choose, but this is the way of the track. you are just a passenger of the train, you can only choose you're destination. and the rest of the track's way are none of your bussines.'

dedicate to the broken heart story all arround the class. hehehe.

a bad bedroom night

its been so long time to have a heart share on the blog. what i only could say theres nothing important to write. i had less love and more further. much consentration and many times skipping. frankly i missed something bounchy to write, but sadly i dont have any. this is another saturday night in my room. i had a little fight with my mom, and i'm done with those biologic question this week.
many people sometimes get loss on their track, and i'm about to have that. i've decide to get so much consentration on the last grade of high school, less play and fun, a balance friendship and maybe less or without love.
the last word is always hard to prove. i have count my few times before then fualllaa. i think this time is the most lone part i had! (lebaaay tapi bener sih ;p)
i dont know what thing makes it so worse, it maybe cause all of busy weeks that always get me done, or maybe 'the after dissaster effect'. i dont even know. LOL
haaaa strike to the point, today is saturday and i have no permitted to go out from my mom with a silly reason ; 'its rainy and my mom didnt wanna gets me sick'. and i automaticly i have another badnight in my bedroom. and then i had a little daydream, when was the last time i had a boy to have some saturday night? and the answer, so long time agooo. hahah. hmmm and the next silly thinking i've got is if somebody pick me up today, maybe i'll get a good dress and my new shoe. also a good blowing hair. ;p



guess what i currently listen now?
someday you will be loved - deathcab for cutie (3:12)

;))

extra time. everybody need it!

sedikit cerita setelah libur lebaran, hari pertama saya habiskan dengan senang senang sama teman - teman geng. sumpah, kayanya semua anak yang pake seragam bahagia sekali. jam 8 pagi bisa cabut dari sekolah. walaupun sorenya semua aga ruin karena setelah film phobia 2 yang kami tonton di pvj itu habis,ibu saya nelpon. ini sedikit parcakapan nya,
+ de dimana?
- di pvj abis selesai nonton
+ emang ga sekolah ya?
- tadi halal bihalal aja jadi main
+ YA ALLOH ADE MAIN TERUS UDAH KELAS TIGA JUGA, CEPET PULANG SEKARANG.
dan jengjengjengjeeet. saya ahirnya ajak anak2 cepet pulang, memang saya mungkin udah mulai besar, dan makin sering dimarahin dan semakin kebal di marahin. tapi tetep aja setiap kali ibu saya marah di telfon bawaan nya pengen cepet pulang. sekalipun di pikiran saya sekarang, 'si mamah emang ga tau kalo main itu asik?'
ya sudahlah, masalah itu selesai. ibu saya sekarang sudah mulai malas berdebat. saya juga ga mau banyak melawan, mungkin minggu minggu depan saya sulit ke luar rumah apalagi maaiiiiiin! -_-
tapi mungkin masalah yang dihadapi minggu minggu depan akan lebih berat dari sekedar ga boleh main sama mamah. ya, habis lebaran mungkin sudah saat nya mengecangkan fokus, bau ujian akhir tercium setiap hari. di mulai dengan akhir minggu pengumuman mid test, lalu tambahan tambahan di tempat les. tekanan batin juga saya rasakan iya, aduh mau uan terus usm pelajaran ga ada yang ngerti. makin gila kalau tau soal snmptn tahun lalu yang mampusos sekali.
tekad saya, saya akan belajar setiap hari dari mulai senin minggu depan. persiapan ujian memang ga boleh ditunda sampai semester depan sebelum terinjak yang lain. tapi hidup memang aga sesak sama ingin menghabiskan sisa sisa di sekolah, dan belajar. saya susah kalo ngebayangin mulai minggu depan. setiap malam ga akan ada facebook dan yahoo messenger. mungkin intisari matematik dan buku bimbel. belum lagi pulang sekolah ga ada acara nongkrong dan gosip, semuanya belajar dan les.
yang ada di benak saya sekarang, seandainya ada hari setelah hari minggu dan sebelum hari senin. terserah lah mau apapun namanya, pokonya ada sedikit waktu untuk main dan mengahbiskan sedikit waktu lagi lah di sekolah. biar ga sulit dan ga cape.
tapi, selalu saja ada yang bilang, ayo dooong belajar, katanya mau masuk HI.
hmm kalo udah denger itu, seandainya ada 8 hari seminggu pasti saya pake buat les tambahan semua. supaya les di hari lain bisa mabal sekali kali. ;p