emm.

there's something in a straight way that we cannot share. beware.
and already,

i dont care !

keep the mind set, it won't wait any longer

today some result will come, or it may takes some life exam. as we keep running,
we maybe should keep it like eating. no more hesitation, keep your mind set over your pillow
nothing has been nicer then put it into your deep sleep. and wish it was not too late to start,
tighten the safety belt, we are now chasing something for the lifeships. it has been some little tiny time
to fullfil. just run it like we should feel, and try to hold onto.
running too fast won't takes sweat, it takes 'gain'. we should keep it together, make some connection
between dream and obsession or responsiblity and ability. they would never twisted, be trust.
thus, tonight i finally cut my theory off on this page, i am now keep my mind set. one more, wish me luck!

a bad bedroom night

its been so long time to have a heart share on the blog. what i only could say theres nothing important to write. i had less love and more further. much consentration and many times skipping. frankly i missed something bounchy to write, but sadly i dont have any. this is another saturday night in my room. i had a little fight with my mom, and i'm done with those biologic question this week.
many people sometimes get loss on their track, and i'm about to have that. i've decide to get so much consentration on the last grade of high school, less play and fun, a balance friendship and maybe less or without love.
the last word is always hard to prove. i have count my few times before then fualllaa. i think this time is the most lone part i had! (lebaaay tapi bener sih ;p)
i dont know what thing makes it so worse, it maybe cause all of busy weeks that always get me done, or maybe 'the after dissaster effect'. i dont even know. LOL
haaaa strike to the point, today is saturday and i have no permitted to go out from my mom with a silly reason ; 'its rainy and my mom didnt wanna gets me sick'. and i automaticly i have another badnight in my bedroom. and then i had a little daydream, when was the last time i had a boy to have some saturday night? and the answer, so long time agooo. hahah. hmmm and the next silly thinking i've got is if somebody pick me up today, maybe i'll get a good dress and my new shoe. also a good blowing hair. ;p



guess what i currently listen now?
someday you will be loved - deathcab for cutie (3:12)

;))