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have you watch your television well?

let me talk to you about the thought, buds!.
it was a boring sunday afternoon after school, i've got nothing to do. and i always rather to watch tv then anything else. so i decide to make some tv watch then i'm going deep into a thousand tv shows there. but maybe this right time to me to open my brain, what the kind of hell am i watching so far?. and thus, i found the same kind of watching, watcher, and faker on this polychrome display in my living room. they are always the same reality 'unreality' show as same as the soap opera. and the story will not be far from searching relatives then they will always been arrested in a bitch cage or somekind of that. and, the first question is 'if somebody's lost, will they always be find in some place of hell like that? (i have had been lost, and my mom caught me in my friend's house baby!)' and i laugh for that.
then, after the reality show is sick enough. i turn my remote control to those electronic cinema, its been a million time i found the same silly faces with a bright complexion and a western taste with an english name behind their popular call. i think i need a threw up about this. i dont even think they have a good kind of act, they only have a white skin to improve their silly speak on the tv.
and after the tv time, i'm going threw threw up. frankly, we've been wasted the time with those kind of fake polychrome anti-stress device. we need to watch it well dear. we all need it.

it was a good saturday, it was you

in the end of the 8xtrempiration.
5th december 09. about 9 pm


"cause tonight gonna be a good night, cause tonight gonna be a good good night"


and so it is, i have less idea to say but much feeling to have. just all of the sudden, he said what he felt and i've got freeze in a moment when we start to be a part of attention. i'd love to say yes for something that i couldnt explain but more than just a crush. just call his name with G, he is my extraordinary classmate, the one and only. ;D



i am now fully on him, fully on his side.

sleep, coffee and california

i have my new favorite one to share, that was what i'd like to listen to.
this is all from copeland's.
things to know, i really love this band since i listen their song at the very first time when i was on junior high.
for tonight, i pick some of their songs randomly, then i found it so good to be shared. i really love the sound, the words, and how they match it.
( i marked every part i love the most)



















sleep (4:53)

Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Am I alone?
Am I staring into bright lights
Have I gone home?
I must be dreaming when I'm sitting here
On someone else's throne
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Won't you let me know?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?

coffee (4:46)

if it's not too late for coffee i'll be at your place in ten, we'll hit that all night dinner and then we'll see. There's a love that transcends all that we've known of ourselves and I'll wait for it to come, I'll wait for it to come.
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart through its shell, and I'll wait for it to come I'll wait for it to come.

california (5:26)

Maybe I fell too fast, maybe I pushed you away. Now you're gone and I'm afraid that you're never coming back this way again.
I'll see you soon if you'll come back here
I'll see you soon just say that you want to see me too

not too sweet but so much deep, nice to hear baby!

melee - built to last

is now on the top of my playlist. this been so yesterday, but i'd like to play it again and again.

maaaaaaaaan, you're so good!

"since i realized theres a good boy nearby, you are the most interesting thing to not ignored"

"nice to know you better, to have a magical conversation, to find you in the eye, to be nervous, to be crushed."

"so bewildering to get you so ordinary, that makes you unordinary"

"nothing to lose, i only lose my head a while, not to wishing, not to trying. much worth to waiting." ;)

hey i'm magenta! ;D

feeling in the pink? not really. im in magenta.
hahahah.
not cute. its quite good!

kenapa jadi suka diperhatikan? hmmmm. sampai-sampai pusing lihat kesitu 200 juta kali setiap hari. hahahahaahah.