have you watch your television well?

let me talk to you about the thought, buds!.
it was a boring sunday afternoon after school, i've got nothing to do. and i always rather to watch tv then anything else. so i decide to make some tv watch then i'm going deep into a thousand tv shows there. but maybe this right time to me to open my brain, what the kind of hell am i watching so far?. and thus, i found the same kind of watching, watcher, and faker on this polychrome display in my living room. they are always the same reality 'unreality' show as same as the soap opera. and the story will not be far from searching relatives then they will always been arrested in a bitch cage or somekind of that. and, the first question is 'if somebody's lost, will they always be find in some place of hell like that? (i have had been lost, and my mom caught me in my friend's house baby!)' and i laugh for that.
then, after the reality show is sick enough. i turn my remote control to those electronic cinema, its been a million time i found the same silly faces with a bright complexion and a western taste with an english name behind their popular call. i think i need a threw up about this. i dont even think they have a good kind of act, they only have a white skin to improve their silly speak on the tv.
and after the tv time, i'm going threw threw up. frankly, we've been wasted the time with those kind of fake polychrome anti-stress device. we need to watch it well dear. we all need it.

even your mind is also on cable

put off the cable turn on the light
you need the connection, hey you need the salvation!
if you think you can see those face, only the monitor does.
if you start clicking, you'll find addicting
your words run fast on the homepage
we can see your mind on the highlights
and all of this site has made your day twice.
friend we need the signs, we need a guide.
we live not from the digital, but we lay it all down.
but your heart is not your electrical things.
but your mates are not your signal.
but your face is not your liquid display.
thus how can you find your love is your cyber love?
we're just addicting, we have no way out.
we're trapped in those wrong way of the tech.
we are not what you see on the form of the profile
we are what we are, we are what we live.
and i'm just addicting.

peace sells, but noone buy it!

Saat itu pelajaran kimia, saat saya disuruh untuk membuat kelompok, saya berdiri, menduduki kursi pojok yg sblumnya belum pernah saya tempati. teman teman saya mulai bercanda dengan vandalisme di meja meja, lalu pikiran saya berhenti ketika saya membaca sebuah vandal, bertuliskan 'peace sells but noone buy it' tulisan ny memang agak usang, di tulis dengan tipe-x gaya hurufny anak perempuan.
saya aga tersentak dan mulai melupakan pelajaran kimia, 'siapapun yg menulis ini. saya yakin dy orang yg sangat kritis dengan keadaan dunia atau bahkan mungkin dy cuma orang pusing yg tiba2 saja menuliskan apa yg terlintas dipikiran nya.' pikir saya. haha. otak saya mulai mengkritisi kata kata vandal itu,
yah.hal dalam vandal itu memang terjadi. Perdamaian sudah dijual dimana mana, perdamaian bahkan sudah menjadi barang komersil sehari hari. Tapi apa yg sebetulnya para konsumen beli? Mereka hanya membeli kaosnya, mereka hanya membeli tas nya. mereka hanya membeli trend, tanpa membeli pesan yang terkandung dalam tulisan 'stop war' 'anti violence' 'fight child abuse' yang mereka pampang d kaos mereka, atau yang mereka tulis d tas mereka, atau bahkan produsen nya pun hanya menyisipkan tulisan itu untuk keuntungan semata, sama seperti ia menyisipkan nama penyanyi dangdut d kaos mereka yang mungkin akan digemari pasaran konsumen nanti, seperti mengikuti pasaran konsumen masa kini yang bersikap seolah sangat kritis, padahal ia bahkan tidak mengerti apa makna dari 'child abuse' itu sendiri. haga. mungkin saya hanya seorang anak remaja yang juga dianggap bersikap so' kritis dengan menulis blog macam ini. saya sangat meminta maaf apabila ada ketidaknyamanan dalam blog ini, saya cuma ingin menyampaikan keluhan dari harapan saya ketika saya melihat begitu banyak orang memakai slogan damai, tetapi berita masih saja menyampaikan hal hal yang bersahabat dengan kekerasan, bahkan lebih gila dari sebelumnya. saya cuma bercerita. haha