yesterday,today, or next days? where will i find

i hear the screaming on my earphone.
i dont like the old 'red hot chillipeper' for a while.
i'm just staring at my ceiling try to hold on for all these meanless things i did.
and each of them were made by all these lone.
well, just call it a day to talk about how i was being here.
i try to open my eyes, that i am so weak as well to make the lone as a big trouble.
i try to ignore then must be surfive.
but how was these fun age would be if theres no one to be waited on?
the trouble has made my other day once again.
'hell, do i this weak?' i wishpered.
i dont know how was my brain has ruin like this.
i just wanna get my self off from the trouble.
i just wanna take this kind of mad ease.
but how will i find that?
if i still try to get in the messenger, finding some id to be saved.
and so on.
'hey what the hell i did' for this time i scream as the 'red hot' has stop sing on my earphone.
i'm just a little sneaky chic. i think.
is that the work to find somebody?
then i already really know that it doesnt made some bounchy thing i wished.
'then why do u did it again and again?'
i said. well i'm just trying and trying to make something work on.
theres no yesterday i find. today i cant find. but how was next days?
yes, its enough to be weak like this.
so long for the lone's trouble.
i really enough.
i need some bounchy thing but it doesnt mean i will do the other bounchy thing to made it.
i will be just waiting like this.
enjoying the whole word which getting more entertain.
But it feels sometime like hell.
even diamond has imperfection right?
so i take my earphone on again.
lone was okay somehow.
i'm ready for the next bounchy. next days will be.
i cheer up.